The AllState 13.1 Atlanta Half Marathon is tomorrow morning. Almost twelve hours from now exactly. I’m ready for this race. I’ve been training hard for this race since July and my hard work has already been paying off. I beat my previous 10 mile PR by eight minutes two weeks ago and I notched my first sub-28 minute 5K last weekend (besting my PR from April by a whopping 35 seconds). Other than an unfortunate bee sting (and subsequent allergic reaction) on one of my last runs earlier this week, I am physically ready.
I took advantage of my current furlough status and headed to packet pick-up early yesterday. Mike and I swung by Dick’s and Big Peach earlier today to pick up some last minute things that we needed for the race. We have plotted out our game plan for getting to the race start on time tomorrow morning and I’ve studied the course map to plan my fueling strategy. I am ready.
But yet, I feel completely, totally NOT ready. The sole reason that I feel not ready for this race tomorrow morning is because I haven’t done one big thing that I promised myself and all of you that I would do: I haven’t met my #Run4Results fundraising goal for the American Cancer Society. I don’t just mean that I haven’t hit my $1000 goal. I mean, I haven’t done all of the things I laid out in this post to give my fundraiser the best chance of success. A big part of that was unavoidable – I was without a functional computer for 10 days and I’m still fighting with properly re-establishing our WiFi network here at home. Fighting with all of that has left me without the time or energy to sit down and write my fundraising letters. So they haven’t gotten done. I’ve also been trying to take advantage of my unplanned “vacation” from work and take care of a bunch of tasks and errands that have been lagging for awhile now. As a result, I haven’t really re-started my fundraising efforts and my fundraising totals have remained stagnant for weeks. Just thinking about it is bringing me down and putting a damper on my enthusiasm for the race tomorrow morning.
I have enough experience as a runner now to know that carrying this heavy mental load with me for 13.1 miles will only make my performance suffer. So tonight, I’m choosing to let it go. Not forever, but for the next 24 hours. For the next 24 hours, I’m going to focus on running my best half-marathon and cheering on Mike as he finishes his first half. I’m going to celebrate our (hopefully) successful finishes and let myself relax and recover post-race. I am ready for this race and I am going to give it everything I have.
And then, starting on Monday morning (if I’m still furloughed) or Monday night (if I’m not), I will resume my fundraising efforts. I chose to make the 13.1 Half Marathon my “goal race” for my #Run4Results fundraiser, which means that I can choose a different race if I want to as well. So I am doing just that. I will be running the Atlanta Marathon 10 Miler on October 27th. And I will toe that starting line knowing that I have given my best effort to reaching my fundraising goals on behalf of American Cancer Society. I would LOVE to run that race in an ACS DetermiNation race bib that I earned through my fundraising efforts. But more importantly, I want to run that race knowing that with the help of my friends and family, I have done everything that I can to help the fight against cancer in my own small way.
My fundraising will resume in earnest on Monday and will continue for three weeks. For tonight, I will simply remind you that you can make a donation in support of my efforts by clicking the image at the bottom of this post. And then, I will settle in for a carb-tastic dinner and an early bedtime. I’ve got a half marathon to run in the morning, after all.
Please click on the image above to visit my fundraising page and make your donation!