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#Run4Results Fundraising Update!

Tuesday, November 26th, 2013

Hello friends!

Cruising into the finish line - still standing! (Photo courtesy of MarathonFoto)

Cruising into the finish line – still standing!
(Photo courtesy of MarathonFoto)

Tonight, I spent a few hours doing one of my favorite volunteer gigs – working the Atlanta Track Club membership booth at the Atlanta Half Marathon Expo. Between being surrounded by all of that running goodness and the upcoming Thanksgiving holiday later this week, I thought it was appropriate to log on tonight to write a quick update on my #Run4Results fundraising for the American Cancer Society and to express my gratitude to everyone who supported me in this fundraiser!

So, without further adieu, I am THRILLED to share that I passed my fundraising for the #Run4Results! When I set out to do this fundraiser, I was running as well as I ever have, but was coming off some disappointing results from my #Run4Research fundraiser. Then my computer crashed and with it, my hopes of reaching my $1000 goal for this fundraiser in time for the AllState 13.1 Half Marathon at the beginning of October. However, as I wrote here, I regrouped and refocused and despite the development of some injuries that hampered my running, decided to target the Atlanta Marathon 10 Miler as my fundraising “goal race”. I quickly sent out some fundraising letters explaining what I was doing (which you can read here) and started pumping my fundraiser on social media.

On race morning (which was VERY chilly), my fundraising stood at $912. Not quite at my goal, but well beyond 75% of my overall goal, which was where I wanted to be on race day. So going into the race, I felt pretty confident that I would get there. Sure enough, over the next couple weeks, a few last donations trickled in bumping my fundraising up to where it currently stands now: $1052.30!!

After my relatively easy #Run4ROC fundraiser in March and my really tough #Run4Research fundraiser in June and July, I really wasn’t sure how this last fundraiser would go. Ultimately, I learned two important lessons:

1. With fundraising, you get out what you put in. The donations for this fundraiser really came in bunches – one bunch when I started the fundraiser, another bunch when I ran the AllState 13.1 half marathon, a huge influx after I sent my fundraising letters, and a few last donations after I ran the Atlanta Marathon 10 Miler. Clearly, when I put in the effort to write and share about what I was doing and why, people responded. Donations aren’t made because you wished for them. You have to put in the elbow grease to get the word out there. I’ve learned this lesson many times over the years and clearly, I needed to learn it at least once more.

2. My friends and family are incredibly generous. This is the third fundraiser I’ve done this year. I haven’t added up the total amount raised yet (that’ll come in December), but it’s somewhere in the range of $2750. That’s HUGE. I couldn’t self donate anything close to that amount of money. I was only able to meet my $1000 goal for #Run4Results and reach that larger fundraising total because of the generosity of all of you. So, extra special thank you to all of my wonderful #Run4Results donors: Pam and John CincottaCarolyn and Dustin DavisJanice Eaton and Sam CincottaDeb and Jon EhretLianne ForseyJay and Carole FurrDot HighfieldJanet and Tim Shoemaker, Caitlin Thayer, and both of my parents, Karen and Roger Sager.

I also wanted to give a special shout out to a few especially generous donors, either in amount or frequency of donation (or both!):

  • Andy Carr, my main man at the Atlanta Track Club who also donated to my #Run4Research fundraiser
  • Brandi Hanback, a colleague of my Mom’s who has been incredibly supportive of her throughout her cancer saga
  • Kate and Joel Jackson, who also donated to my #Run4ROC fundraiser
  • Dawn Mazzanti, who donated to all three of my fundraisers this year which is just absolutely above and beyond
  • Laura Scholz and Tim Long, who ALSO donated to all three of my fundraisers and ran the 10 Miler with Mike and I
  • Faren Shear, who also donated to my #Run4ROC fundraiser
  • Nancy Torkewitz, my aunt who thinks she donated anonymously but didn’t which is why I get to publicly thank her!
  • Laurie and Larry Yaw, who also donated to my #Run4ROC fundraiser as well as to my mini-fundraiser for the Atlanta Making Strides event

I am humbled to know that so many people support me in my efforts to do something in the fight against cancer in general and breast cancer specifically. Together, we truly are making a difference. When I am giving thanks this Thursday, much of that gratitude will towards everyone who has helped me to reach so many of my fundraising goals this year!

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Because I have met my fundraising goal for the #Run4Results, I am not actively raising money for this fundraiser anymore. However, I am still quite a bit short of my fundraising goal for the #Run4Research, benefitting the Breast Cancer Research Foundation. That fundraiser is still open and active. If you would like to contribute and help me reach that goal by the end of the year, you can do so here. Thanks!

Monday Motivation

Monday, October 28th, 2013

“It does not matter how slowly you go so long as you do not stop.” ~ Confucius

With Julie, at the ACS Making Strides Against Breast Cancer walk on Saturday

With Julie, at the ACS Making Strides Against Breast Cancer walk on Saturday

With Mike, after the ATL Marathon 10 Miler on Sunday

With Mike, after the ATL Marathon 10 Miler on Sunday

DetermiNation

Saturday, October 26th, 2013

Sometimes, in both life and running, it is about reaching new highs and achieving personal bests. And sometimes, it’s just about putting one foot in front of the other and getting through the commitments we have made for ourselves. It is about the DetermiNation to see the thing through.

Ready!

Ready!

Tomorrow is the Atlanta Marathon 10 Miler. I am running it to raise money for the American Cancer Society through their DetermiNation mini-series program. I called my fundraiser the #Run4Results because I am inspired by the great results that the ACS has had in the fight against cancer to try to achieve the best results I can. As with all of my races, I am going to run it to the best of my ability in the moment. But that “best” will be far from my personal best.

In the last few miles of the AllState 13.1 Half Marathon earlier this month, I started to develop a twinge on the outside of my right knee. That twinge grew into a full blown IT band problem on my only other long run between then and now (a 9 miler two weeks ago). I haven’t been able to run more than 2.5 miles since then without it hurting immensely. Making matters worse, I learned on that rather awful 9 mile run that running through the knee pain caused me to alter my gait in a way that re-aggravated the left ankle injury that I never let properly heal in July. I spent over a week after that long run alternating between a seriously aching knee and a seriously aching ankle.

Since then, I have taken it VERY easy with my running. I have run only three times, and never more than three miles at a time, for a total of less than nine miles in two weeks. Even with that easy schedule, I’m still hurting. So tomorrow when I toe the starting line, I know that I will be running headlong into a painful situation. And I am going to do it anyways.

I am not required to run this race tomorrow. In fact, the smart thing to do would be to skip it altogether. But I made a promise to myself and to all of my supporters in my #Run4Results fundraiser that I would run this race and I want to live up to that promise.

In the last year, I have watched as some of my nearest and dearest have continued to fulfill their obligations while facing much more significant challenges than a sore knee and ankle. I have watched my mom face every new cancer treatment and every new setback with a resolute determination to just keep fighting. I watched my father-in-law face his own cancer diagnosis and treatments with a stoic steadfastness that is inspiring. I watched the running community come together and resolve to keep racing in the face of the Boston Marathon bombings. I watched my friend Julie struggle through an endless battle with plantar fasciitis to complete as many miles as possible during the Boston 3 Day this summer. And just this week, I have watched that same friend say good-bye to her mother after her sudden passing, something that shook all of us who know Julie and her mom Pat to our core. Watching Julie persevere in the face of a pain I can only imagine has been inspiring and has made my injuries seem downright trivial.

So, in honor of my loved ones, I will attempt to do as they have done. I will keep fighting. I will be steadfast in my determination. I will resolve to make it to the finish line. I will persevere and I will reach the finish line. This will not be my best run. In fact, it may very well be my worst. But without a doubt, it will be one of my most meaningful races.

If you would like to support me in my #Run4Results fundraising efforts, you can still make a donation to the American Cancer Society in my name at the link below. I am less than $100 shy of my goal of raising $1000. Please consider making a donation in whatever amount is right for you and helping me reach my goal. More importantly, your donation will help so very many others as they persevere through their personal fights with cancer to achieve their goals, something far more important than my race tomorrow.

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Please click on the image above to visit my fundraising page and make your donation!

Monday Motivation

Monday, October 21st, 2013

“Anyone can dabble, but once you’ve made that commitment, your blood has that particular thing in it, and it’s very hard for people to stop you.”

~ Bill Cosby

Committed to my goal - running on the beach while on vacation in Cancun!

Committed to my goal – running on the beach while on vacation in Cancun!

Committed to each other! Congrats James and Yinyin!

Committed to each other! Congrats James and Yinyin!

I’m Back!

Tuesday, October 1st, 2013

Hi everyone!

First and foremost – MASSIVE apologies for going dark for the last week and a half. After the Atlanta Track Club Singleton 10 Miler race, I came home all set to spend the rest of the day doing two things: taking a nap and writing fundraising letters for my #Run4Results fundraiser for the American Cancer Society. Unfortunately, while I was napping, the battery in my computer ran completely down. And despite all of my best efforts, I couldn’t wake it up again. It was totally, completely dead. It turns out that on top of a number of small tics that my computer had developed over the years (I couldn’t drag and drop or right click, my battery was warped… ), my logic board was FRIED. Without a logic board, there was no using my computer. So, after three trips to the Apple Store, off my computer went to get new logic board and overall internal clean up. After a stressful week and a half, I finally got my baby back today, just about good as new!

Unfortunately, with my computer in the shop, I didn’t have many options for blogging or doing much on the internet besides monitoring my social media feeds on my phone. The only other computer in our house is my husband’s work laptop and understandably, he wasn’t comfortable with me using that machine beyond what was absolutely necessary. So I was relegated to doing all of my “computing” via iPhone – NOT ideal. It was very limiting and unfortunately, really put a cramp in my ability to run my fundraiser the way I had planned to.

Thankfully, all of that is now behind me. Given that I am currently furloughed from my job due to the government shut down, it looks like I’m going to be able to spend some time this week getting “caught up”. First priority, of course, is sending out those fundraising letters. I’m also going to write up my training from the past two weeks (which has been going pretty well!) as well as an overall September running recap. Time permitting, I will also be writing one large post on ACS and why I chose them for my fundraiser. I had intended to make those posts a series, but I think with my condensed timeline before the AllState 13.1 Half Marathon this coming Sunday, one post will have to suffice. Finally, I would be remiss if I didn’t write something for Breast Cancer Awareness Month which officially kicks off today. So look for that too.

I think that covers everything from my end. Again, apologies for disappearing into the internet ether and probably more importantly, extra emphatic apologies to anyone who had to endure my broken computer-related crankiness over the last couple of weeks. All in the past now!

Thanks for sticking with me!

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Please click on the image above to visit my fundraising page and make your donation!

Fundraising Lessons Learned from my #Run4Research

Sunday, September 8th, 2013

Early in the year, I decided that in 2013, I would try to raise $1000 for three different cancer organizations in conjunction with my three biggest races of theTime for Research Alarm Clock year. First, I ran for the ROC  at the Publix Georgia Half Marathon back in March and had AMAZING success with that fundraiser, ultimately raising $1513. Coming off of that high, I thought that my second fundraiser, my #Run4Results for the Breast Cancer Research Foundation (BCRF) in conjunction with the Peachtree Road Race 10k would be just as successful. However, that fundraiser just never took off the way I had hoped that it would. In the end, I was only able to raise $205. For my third fundraiser of the year, the #Run4Results, which I launched a week ago and which benefits the American Cancer Society, I wanted to make sure that I do everything I can to recreate the magic of my #Run4ROC rather than repeating my less than successful #Run4Research. To that end, I’m going to take some time here to hash through what I think were the major lessons of the #Run4Research fundraiser that kind of wasn’t.

Lesson 1 – It Takes Time, Time, Time

I launched the #Run4Research on June 17th. The Peachtree Road Race was on July 4th. That means that even though I planned to continue the fundraiser for a few weeks post-race (and, in fact, you can still make a donation here if you’d like!), I really only gave myself three weeks before the race to generate awareness of my fundraiser and pull in donations. Then I went and developed a killer infected tooth that required an emergency root canal about a week before the Peachtree. Honestly, with as much pain as I was in, I was just not in the right mental state to be promoting my fundraiser. At that point, I was hurting so much, I wasn’t even sure how well I was going to run. Ultimately, I promoted my fundraiser for about a week, let it falter for a week and a half, tried to pump it again right before the race, and then kind of gave up when the donations just weren’t there.

So the lessons here? Give myself more time, both before AND after the race. I know from my years with the Breast Cancer 3 Day that people need time to hear about your effort and decide to donate. Sometimes they want to save more to make a bigger donation. Some people like to wait for pay day or the next time they pay bills. Some people just plain forget. Plus, things are going to come up on my end (like that toothache) and I need to be prepared for that. So this time around, I gave myself a full month before the race to raise awareness of my #Run4Results (which is probably still not quite enough) and I’m committing myself to continuing to promote this cause for a full two weeks post-race as well. With the #Run4ROC, I got the majority of my donations in the week after my big race because seeing my tweets and Facebooks posts and Instagrams from the race reminded them to donate. I’m sure if I hadn’t gotten discouraged and basically given up, I could’ve pulled in some more donations immediately after the Peachtree as well. So – more time pre-race to raise awareness and more time post-race to let people make their donations.

Lesson 2 – Just Like Training, Consistency is Key!

I already touched on this, but I was just NOT consistent in promoting my #Run4Research. I would tweet and Facebook about it regularly for a few days, and then completely go silent for days. In this era of social media, you have to say something repeatedly and then say it again if you want it to stick. There are just too many other things vying for people’s attention. If I don’t mention my fundraiser in some capacity on a regular-to-constant basis, people who have every intention of donating will forget. I’m guilty of this as well – I see fundraisers that others are doing and think “I should donate to so-and-so’s fundraiser!” and then completely forget when I don’t see constant reminders. So – consistency, consistency, consistency. Look for lots of posts, tweets, Facebooks, Instagrams, emails, whatever. It’s coming!

Lesson 3 – Move Beyond Social Media

All of my most successful fundraisers have included one key element – I sent out fundraising letters through both email and snail mail. Heck, my parents used to make me write a letter about why their co-workers should buy my Girl Scout cookies before they would take the order form in to work. I have been writing fundraising letters and distributing them in any way I could think of since I was a tiny person. So, what did I NOT make time to do for the #Run4Research? Yeah, I never sent any fundraising letters. No emails and definitely no snail mail. I tried to do everything through social media and it didn’t work. I also didn’t bother to try to plan any other type of fundraiser either. No raffles, no contests, no events. I can’t say that I will have time to plan any big fundraising events for my #Run4Results, but I AM going to get back to what I know works the best for me – those fundraising letters. I just can’t expect everyone to come to my social media sites and make donations. I need to bring my cause to them. If I want my friends and family to go to the extra effort to support me, I need to go the extra mile to ask them directly.

Lesson 4 – Connect the Dots

And by connect the dots, I mean two things: I need to draw the connection between what I’m doing (running until my legs feel like spaghetti) and what I’m asking them to do (donate, donate, DONATE!) and I need to highlight my connection to the organization that I’m fundraising for. Let’s take each of these in pieces, starting with the second one.

When I set out to accomplish my three big races/three big fundraisers plan, I spent a lot of time deciding which organizations I wanted to fundraise for. I knew that I wanted my organizations of choice to be cancer organizations, and I wanted at least one of them to be explicitly a breast cancer organization. I wanted reputable organizations with solid track records of doing good work. I wanted at least one organization to focus primarily on research because I’m a research scientist and I wholeheartedly believe that research is our silver bullet to ending cancer forever. I wanted there to be some structure for running a fundraiser on behalf of each organization to already be in place. And I wanted to stay away from Komen, not because I don’t support them (because I obviously do) but because I’ve focused almost exclusively on them in the past and knowing the growing public fatigue towards Komen, I wanted to use my efforts to spotlight other organizations. So that is how I landed on my three organizations: the ROC (my mom’s oncology center), BCRF (a breast cancer foundation focused primarily on research), and the American Cancer Society (highly effective and diverse organization with a great structure in place for the fundraiser).

For the #Run4ROC, I had to put in a little extra effort to get the fundraiser itself set up since there wasn’t really a model already in place. However, my connection to the organization I was fundraising for was readily apparent. My mom has been getting her treatments at the ROC since 2007 and they have been tremendous to us. Many of my potential donors also had friends and/or family who had been treated there and those that didn’t wanted to extend their gratitude to the staff there for taking such excellent care of my mom. I didn’t have to work very hard to sell people on why donating to their capital campaign was a great thing to do.

For the #Run4Research, though, I over-estimated both the general awareness of BCRF AND the trust that folks had in them. A lot of the big breast cancer organizations have been hit pretty hard in the press lately and they are all feeling the pinch because of it. While I know that BCRF isn’t perfect, they are a VERY good organization. And they do put their money where their mouths are – in 2012, they donated 91 cents of every dollar raised to breast cancer research. In promoting my fundraiser, though, I never really made it clear why I had chosen them. This should have been an easy sell – I was a biomedical research scientist and I’m currently a public health research scientist. If I can’t sell people on the importance of funding research (especially under sequestration when federal funding for research is super tight!), then no one can. And somehow, I failed to make that connection. I can’t expect my potential donors to do the leg work to research an organization they’re not familiar with. I need to be the one to do the leg work and bring the facts to them if I want them to donate, especially since this was my second fundraiser of the year.

And speaking of leg work – I also think I need to draw the connection between my running and my fundraising a little better. With the 3 Day, it was fairly easy to draw that line – if I didn’t reach my fundraising minimum, I didn’t get to walk. I had skin in the game to make my fundraising successful, as it were. With the fundraisers I’m doing this year, that isn’t the case. I was running the Publix Half Marathon whether my #Run4ROC fundraiser was a success or not and I was running the Peachtree regardless of what happened with my #Run4Research. I tried to connect my fundraiser to my running by suggesting amounts for people to donate (like donations per mile or per minute of time), but I’m not sure that worked as well as I’d have liked.

For me, the connection between my running and my fundraising is this: I’m working HARD to prepare for this race. Because of social media and email and all of that, I can draw as much attention to my training efforts as I want (Hey! I ran 12 miles on Saturday!). And in drawing attention to my training efforts (Did I mention it was HOT when I ran 12 miles?!), I hope that I can take that little spotlight I’ve claimed for myself (TWELVE MILES!), and redirect it onto a cause that needs as much of a spotlight as it can get (How about a $12 donation for my twelve miles?). I’m not delusional here – I know that I don’t have the clout (or even Klout) of a celebrity when it comes to drawing attention to a cause or an organization that I care about. But through this blog, my many years volunteering for breast cancer organizations, and my personal experience as a researcher, I think I’ve built a little bit of credibility when it comes to highlighting organizations worth supporting. And, well, I’m really good at being loud. If I can use my loud voice and my legs to draw attention to a cause that matters deeply to me, I’m going to do it. I think I just need to make that more clear in my fundraising efforts!

Translating the Lessons to Action

So given all that, here’s what I’m going to do differently to make my #Run4Results just as successful as my #Run4ROC:

1. Start earlier and stick it out longer. The AllState 13.1 Half Marathon is on October 6th. I’ve already started raising awareness for my #Run4Results and I’m committed to keep it up for at least six weeks – four weeks pre-race and two weeks post-race.

2. Promote my fundraiser and highlight my efforts towards it more consistently. I’ve already been highlighting all of the training that I’m doing to prepare for this race in my weekly training posts. I’m also going to start including a brief fundraising update in each of those posts as well as dedicated fundraising updates every two weeks. I’ve also got at least three posts planned over the next four weeks highlighting the great work of the American Cancer Society. Which brings me to action item #3….

3. Highlight the great work of the American Cancer Society. I chose them for my third fundraiser for a reason. I’m going to use this blog to tell you why.

4. Send out fundraising letters. I’m planning to send out one set in the next week or so and one set in the week immediately following the race. I’m going to send primarily emails but I’m also going to use snail mail to reach some family members who aren’t as comfortable navigating the online world (aka: my grandmother!).

It’s going to take a bit more commitment to make this fundraiser a success than in the past but I’m ready to give it the same time and effort that I’m giving to my training. After all, while all this sweaty running might draw some eyeballs, it’s the donations that will ultimately lead us to a cure (or cures!) for cancer.

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Please consider supporting me in my #Run4Results at the AllState 13.1 Half Marathon to benefit the American Cancer Society by making a donation today!

Running for Results with the American Cancer Society!

Monday, September 2nd, 2013

This is it – my third and final running fundraiser of 2013. I’ve run for the ROC. I’ve run for research. This time, I’m running for RESULTS.13.1 Atlanta Logo

Not my results, of course, although those will be on my mind throughout this process. Instead, I will be running for the results that have been and will continue to be achieved by the American Cancer Society. ACS has been a stalwart in the universal fight against cancer and I am thrilled to be running for them at the AllState 13.1 Half Marathon here in Atlanta as part of their DetermiNation program.

The American Cancer Society is truly fighting the fight against cancer on all fronts. They fund critical research on the causes of cancer, how best to prevent it, and better and more effective cures. They provide helpful information for newly diagnosed individuals and their friends and family about exactly what cancer is and what they can expect throughout treatment. They provide additional patient support including rides to treatment, the phenomenal Hope Lodges, and connections to support groups around the country. Through their ACS CAN advocacy branch, they work to promote local and national policies designed to eliminate cancer as a national health problem. Like I said, ACS does a little bit of everything. And ACS gets RESULTS.

This October, I will be running my second half marathon. I’ve been training for this race since mid-July, dodging summer thunderstorms and persevering through the steamy temps here in Atlanta. As I put in the miles, I am asking once again for your support. Please consider  sponsoring my Run for Results by making a donation to the American Cancer Society via my personal fundraising page today.  As with my previous two big races this year, I have set my goal for this race at $1000. This is a big goal, but one that I think we can achieve, together. I’ll do the running. You just need to make a donation. You don’t even need to put on your sneakers and you can be part of my team!

For my previous races, I’ve given suggestions of amounts for you to consider donating. This time around, I’m just asking that you give whatever amount feels right to you. As I have written before, the ultimate victory against cancer will not be funded by one person with deep pockets. That victory will come because each of us, in our own way, came together and gave what we could, no matter how small. So that is what I am asking for from you – a donation, no matter how small. Together, we will help the American Cancer Society achieve the results they strive for every day – a world with less cancer and more birthdays.

To support me in my Run4Results, please click on the link below to visit my personal fundraising page on the DetermiNation website and follow the instructions to make an online donation:

http://main.acsevents.org/goto/Run4Results

The American Cancer Society also accepts donations via snail mail. If you would prefer to make your donation this way, please email me for additional instructions.

After you have made your donation, and over the next few weeks, please be sure to come back here regularly to check in on my progress. I have been documenting my training through weekly training posts, which can be found here. I am also going to try to write a few posts highlighting some of the great work that the American Cancer Society is doing. So please, be sure to come back!

As I said above, please donate whatever amount is right for you. This is my third fundraiser of the year. I would not be coming to you again if I did not believe in this cause and this organization. While I will be striving for my best possible results in the 13.1 Half Marathon this October, it is more important to me to achieve success with this fundraiser. Please consider donating today and being a part of this effort. In October, as I cross that finish line, we can celebrate all of our results together – results that will help turn the tide against cancer forever.


Thank you for your support!

Thank you for your support!


Thank you for your continued support of me and my fundraising efforts – together, we will end breast cancer forever!

Half Marathon Training – Week 6

Tuesday, August 27th, 2013

This is part of my weekly series tracking my training for the AllState 13.1 Half Marathon. To read the rest of my training posts, please click here.

I’ve officially reached the halfway point of this training cycle – Week 6 is done!

Week 6 was not an easy week for me. Most of my runs were what I call “just get it done” runs. My heart wasn’t really in it and I didn’t necessarily enjoy my runs this week. Physically, I was fine, save for what are turning into chronically achy ankles. But mentally, I was a mess, for two separate reasons.

Selfie with Mike before the Run for the Park 5k!

Selfie with Mike before the Run for the Park 5k!

First, I have been stressed out and cranky for over a week and it didn’t really click with me until Wednesday night after yoga why (all that deep breathing DOES clear the mind!). What I finally figured out while I was laying in Shavasana at the end of class was that I’m currently feeling very frustrated with my lack of ability to control my own time and to use it the way that I want to.  I’m enjoying a relatively quiet stretch at work after completing two enormous tasks that have been consuming me for the last six months. In my past life as a graduate student, slow time at work always meant that I had more free time to do the things I want to do outside of work – run, blog, fundraise, etc. I would bang out my work in lab and then head home. But now with this whole “real” job thing, I don’t have that freedom anymore. I’m at my desk for eight hours every day, whether I have eight hours of things that need to be done that day or not. It’s a whole new thing for me to adjust to. I’m honestly surprised this hasn’t been a frustration for me before this, but like I said, I’ve been REALLY busy at work almost since I started. I’m still not over the stress of not being able to use every hour in my day the way I would prefer to use it, but at least I can recognize that that’s the reason I feel tense and try to let it go. Oooooooohhhhhmmmmmm.

Second, I did something this weekend that I almost never let myself do – I compared myself to other runners. And of course, I immediately became discouraged. The truth is I’m not a strong runner. I don’t have the right body type for it, I have weak hips, and I’ve never been an endurance athlete. My sports growing up were gymnastics and softball, coupled with decades of dance classes. Strength, muscle control, agility, and quickness were and are my bread and butter. But endurance? Never my thing. Running isn’t a thing that will ever be easy for me.  But I LOVE my self image when I think of myself as a runner. I love taking part in races and I love seeing that even though I’m not great at running, I AM getting better. I just have to work extra hard for it. So, as I followed the #NuunHTC ladies as they tackled the Hood 2 Coast 200-mile relay, I couldn’t help but want to be them one day. And when I realized that my average paces are almost two minutes per mile slower than all of them, I was a little heartbroken. I had a decent little 5k race on Saturday morning (with PERFECT negative splits to boot) and yet all I could think was how hard I had to work just to run a 29:41. I lost sight of my own successes this year (Lots of PRs! Lots of sub-30 min 5ks!) because I was too focused on what other people were accomplishing. So I was in a mental funk for a good part of this past week from that too.

So that was what I was thinking about as trained this week. I was stressed and down on myself and questioning if it was even worth to get up before dawn to get in my runs before work. Truthfully, I brought a little bit of that with me into this new week that started yesterday. And then I read this fabulous post from Jes at rUnladylike.com who just took part in the Hood to Coast relay and I was forcefully reminded that even though I may not finish my miles as quickly as others, my miles are the same as everyone else’s miles. My ten mile long run this past week was still TEN MILES. I also bring something else unique to my running that many others don’t – a cause that I care about., deeply. So going forward this week, not only am I re-embracing my training for the Allstate 13.1 Atlanta Half, I’m going to focus on the truly valuable parts of running that make me happy. That includes FINALLY kicking off my American Cancer Society fundraiser. I signed up for the DetermiNation mini-team yesterday and as soon as I have my fundraising page set up, I’ll post the link here. My commitment to this fundraiser is going to be the motivation that propels me through the second half of this training cycle and all the way to the starting line in October!

Oh right, I’m supposed to be telling you about the actual miles that I ran and all of that. Let’s do this relatively quickly, since that I was a pretty lengthy “intro”!

Monday

Rest day!

Tuesday

4.57 miles before work + lower body weights after work

Same recorded mileage as last Tuesday, but not because I’m a consistency machine. The rain and drizzle from the previous weekend was still sticking around and I didn’t want to ruin my new phone so this is the mapped mileage of my 4.5 mile route. Also, I know it helps, but I hate the jelly legs feeling the day after lower body strength day.

Wednesday

3.96 miles before work

This was supposed to be a 40 minute tempo, which is usually about 4 miles for me. However, it was STILL rainy in the morning, so I couldn’t take my phone. Without my RunKeeper app, I didn’t have any way to track my pace, so I didn’t really worry about giving it that extra effort that a true tempo demands. I was also SUPER grumpy during this run in particular and somehow felt worse post-run than I did before it started. In fact, I felt so grouchy that I decided to wear one of my Sparkly Soul headbands to work in an attempt to cheer myself up. It only partly worked.

I also went to Core Fusion yoga at Atlantic Station after work, which was where I had my “revelation” that I mentioned above. Unrelated yoga thing: during said Shavasana, the instructor gave me a posture correction. I didn’t think that was a posture you could actually do wrong, but I apparently it is.

[For the non-yogis, Shavasana is the last pose of every yoga class where you just lay quietly on your mat. It is VERY relaxing.]

Thursday

5.03 miles before work

Five miles is A LOT for me to get in before work. This was the peak of my “is this really worth it???” mental funk. At least I still finished my planned miles!

Friday

Much needed rest!

Saturday

Raced in the Adams Realty Run for the Park 5k, the race associated with the Grant Park Summer Shade Festival

This was a last minute addition to our “festival race series”. Grant Park is one of our favorite parks in Atlanta and we ultimately decided that we just couldn’t skip this one, especially since it benefitted the park conservancy. Plus, we got tickets for free beers for finishing. Can’t argue with that!

As for the race itself, it went well. As I said, I finished in 29:41, which is a little slower than I’d like but a great improvement from the ATC Jog Days 5k two weeks ago. I started this race on the slow side and I’m not really sure why. I kept pushing through though and was able to log progressively faster miles. As I mentioned above, I ended up with perfect negative splits, something I don’t do often:

Mile 1: 9:47

Mile 2: 9:27

Mile 3: 9:08

Mile 0.1: 8:44

I need to remember how to do that for future races!

Sunday

9.93 miles with Mike

Sunday Long Run Day! I felt great through the first six miles or so and then my leg muscles started to reflect my mental state – they felt heavy. But I trudged on and, with some excellent motivating from Mike, was able to finish all ten miles.

So that was my week. It wasn’t easy, but I got through it. Thankfully, I have vacation days I have to use by the end of September so I have some free days coming up this week. In fact, I don’t have to work another five day week for the next FOUR weeks. Hopefully I’ll be able to use that time to catch up on some things outside of the office and get back on top of my game, both mentally and physically. Plus, I’ve got that new fundraiser to focus on starting this week. Things are looking up again!

Total Planned Miles: 26.5

Total Completed Miles: 26.59 

Total Cross Training workouts: 2/3 – never got around to my second strength workout. Planning to make it up this week though!